beautifulinbone

Help

Thu, 07 May 2009 00:30:52 GMT

I really need someone to help me

i wanna be thin so bad i absolutily hate the way i look

i dont even feel like going to school anymore

im terrified to get up & sharpen my pencil at the fear of everyone turning their heads to see who is up abd then they analyze me, with every step i take.

Im tired of eating it literally disgusts me, but the hunger is bad

i need someone who can help me, giv eme thinspiration daily

please can anyone help me :'(

maybe im crazy

Wed, 03 Dec 2008 03:30:38 GMT

Today was good

Ate close to nothing

im sure within the next day or so i will be able to resist food all together

my deal is I dont eat, anorexic yeah big deal.

but when i do eat i throw it up then i take laxatves.

I know its unhealthy but im so terrified!! of being fat

Anyone that wants to text daily for thinspiration/ help msg me.

I live in the u.s so yeah (arizona) to be exact.

Thank god

Tue, 02 Dec 2008 02:00:03 GMT

Today has been wonderful
my fast has been the best that its ever been
The only things i have eaten is
1 heresheys chocolate piece = 7 calories
1 piece of gum = 5 calories
1 bite of enchalada = MAYBE 25 calories (it was smaller than a 4yr old baby bite)
&& 1/2 a capri- sun = unknown calories

Im so proud of myself =]
I lost 1.5 lbs so far. cause i got off school at 3:10 did nothing from then to 4
then went to work from 4 to 6
now im home its 7:00 and i havent eaten. Its really hard to resist cause my nana went to the store && bought a shit load of junk food. But then i remind myself that nothing tastes as good as thin feels right. =]
anyways im excited about tomorrow. Hoping i wont eat anything at all. && The first 3 days is the hardest.
two more to go WOOOHOOO!!

fasting

Mon, 01 Dec 2008 01:36:40 GMT

I have decided to go on a two week fast
with a few other girls
I hope more girls would join us
its for 2 weeks
I know i need help when i fast so
anyone that wants to text everyday help eachother out
message me && i can help =]

thnx <3

Sat, 22 Nov 2008 22:44:14 GMT

Ugh fuck my disgusting body
I ate alot today
My grandma noticed I havent been eating && she forced me to eat today
Im highly disappointed
How sick is that?!!
I get so determined not to eat but then that makes me want to eat more!!
Current weight is : 143
Goal weight: 125 Ohh yeah =]
Can ANYONE give me tips on how to NOT EAT its driving me crazy
I love the feeling of not eating
It makes me feel so sexy when my tummy is empty.
Anyone that is up to help me like sending daily texts Or something I would be totally in your debt forever,

Thanks!!!!